Tears, anger, heartache, frustration,

disappointment, betrayal, and a yearning to forgive are all present.

The slightest hint of unfavorable news causes me to tremble with fear.

I find myself unable to trust again, and I believe I will never trust again.

I am overcome with disappointment, and the thought of meeting family fills me with dread.

I no longer feel joy at the prospect of seeing them.