All Alone Again

PINEAPPLE TARTS IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE CNY COOKIES!


Time flies. Chinese New Year is over and I'm all alone again. Sabrina LKM went back to school and JL went back to work. The feeling is somewhat peaceful and lonely. After the busy celebration, it is a good time for me to relax myself but I kind of missed the busy schedule during CNY.

It is also time for me to start my morning regime of hill trekking. Every morning since Monday I've been postponing myself for the walk. Arrrgg.....it is really difficult to start after so many days of rest.

Feeling guilty also after all the heavy feasting and oh my...also the amount of cookies I've been gobbling during the new year visiting.

Like it or not, I give myself until 14th February to do it.... not that it is because it's Valentine Day, but I believe Monday is always a good day to start....haha feng shui master said so!!
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Keeping my fingers cross for Monday.....adieu

PICTURES OF CUTE RABBITS

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RABBIT ON A LEASH

ABOUT MY LITTLE DARLING

My daughter says I should talk about her in my blog also. Well, I guess I should. Her strict instruction to me is to introduce her as Sabrina Lim Kar Mun and she's 11 years old. I must also include her blog address http://karmunlim123.blogspot.com/ so in case some of you read this, you can also write on her blog...:)

Coincidentally, Kar Mun has a rabbit for a pet this year. But not just because this is the year of the rabbit. She has been a very good girl and we feel that she should have a real pet to keep instead of cuddly toys only.

She name the rabbit Fluffy. It is a 3 months old female hottot rabbit. Hottot rabbits are originally from Holland but they are breed and and sold in Malaysia so they are cheaper compared to some imported ones.

Basically, rabbits are easy to care for. Give them a few hours of exercise outside their cage everyday. You don't have to bathe them as they are very clean animals. Their diet consists mainly of rabbit pellets & hay. Occasionally, gives them some green leafy vegetables. Carrots is not such a good choice because it is high in sugar thus rabbit can becomes obesity....haha imagine that!

Fluffy has been a good companion for Kar Mun. Besides school works and internet, I think Fluffy has been a good inspiration for Kar Mun.

Happy Chinese New Year to Sabrina Lim Kar Mun and Fluffy. I love you.

ANOTHER YEAR FOR MOM

Another two more days to Chinese New Year. It is amazing how times flies. This the the fifth year mom conquer the big C...which is a great victory for her.

Time stood still for her since she had cancer. Everyday is a slow and torturous process for her to go through.

Mom is always accommodating so she would always keep her pain and suffering to herself.

This Chinese New Year if I could have the means, I would like to grant what mom wish for herself and not for her children anymore for she has done all that a mother has done.

Happy Chinese New Year Mom.♥ ♥ ♥

DIFFICULT TIME FOR MOM

Mom has been admitted again on 2nd December 2010. This time the doctor has to do a minor procedure to minimise bleeding from her inner anal which is causing lost of lot of blood.

Due to some complication, mom was only discharged on 5th December.

Since coming home, she has been very weak. She fell 4 times but luckily she was not badly injured.

She has to wear diaper during bedtime so as not to soiled herself and mom being a proud person could'nt accept it, i think..coz she looks very down.

I can't do much accept to give her consoling words. It hurts to see mom so sad.

Giving mom a good massage makes her comfortable as that is what she told me.

I wish I could do more.....

I hope mom will be a bit stronger soon....

DON'T CALL ME INSANE

I was like going crazy. When I pick up the broom supposed to clean the bathroom, I have the urge to do something.

I gave the dustbin a little push and then another and another. Soon I was bashing the dustbin again and again and again.

When I finally stop, the poor little dustbin has becomes bits of pieces of plastic.

My terrified other half was searching for the right keys to open the bathroom door. I swung open the door and walk right out face red and hand trembling.

The feeling of satisfaction was great but of course not at the expense of the little dustbin.

After a glass of water, I was questioning myself why I've lose my cool?

Yeah..over a very dissatisfied conversation with the man I've lived with for 14 years. It was more like a one way ticket talking to him. To him that is fine but to me it is non-communication. He keeps his feeling more to himself while I am full of emotion.

We still have our own point of view over this matter but promised to improved ourselves to the best as can be.

But of course, Mr Cool guy is back to his normal self after 2 days. As for me, the storm is over and the sky is clear for the moment...

MOM'S 85TH BIRTHDAY CELEBRATED ON 10.10.2010

Mom celebrated her 85th birthday on 10.10.2010 with all her children, grandchildren & greatgrandchildren.

The gathering of everybody makes her very happy.

Time passes very fast. She has been surviving cancer for 4 years now. So far, she's cancer free after her treatment.

But the side effect of the radiotherapy really weakens her. She has to be admitted to the hospital every 1 month or so for blood transfusion.

Knowing that she's very tired of everything now, we feel helpless as there's nothing more we can to for fer now.

She's always showing a happy face to everybody but deep down inside I don't know whether she's really happy. Eventhough she's not, she would'nt wants to worries her children.

Mom, I know you are not reading this but I would like to wish you a happy birthday and I hope that you would'nt suffer anymore.

I love you.