Human are definitely a confused species.

Our feelings are like a triple-loop roller-coaster running on super high speed.

On days when the good hormones rules, we will be riding up high blowing carefree winds on our face and without warning, dark clouds will looms the sky covering the blue sky and swallowing up the clouds.

Sometimes I wonder aloud to myself is it god's way of punishing this merciful servant of his for all the sins he has be felled on earth?

If it is true, I thinks god is not being fair to all.

Not all of his servants are sinner. Innocent people has been wronged, kind people has been hurt, helpless people has been abandoned, women and children has been abused, animals has been tortured and life's has been taken for no reason. And all of these, sadly, are all inflicted by our own kind.

Did god create human and bring them to this world to suffer?

Oh god, please help mankind before they deteriorate further and make this world a better place to live in for all the living things that you have created.

Thank you god if you ever exist.....

A PROUD MOM I AM

My daughter has been playing the clarinet in her school band ever since she was in year 3. I have never give a thought about it until last week when she came home announcing that she will be participating in the 2011 Wind Band Competition. A type of competition that was held for school band in the same region, I guess.

The competition will be held in another school in another part of the town which was alien to me and I was initially feeling fine about it because transportation will be provided by the school.

My normally bored brain has already swung into full action and was brewing up plans for that privilege freedom day.

But the feeling fine feeling was soon diminished the next day when my little girl came home with a ticket in her hand.

She told me that she have to literally lose an arm and leg just to get the ticket.

I look into her eager innocent eye waiting for my answer and my heart just melt.

How can I turn her down when she went all her way out to do this for me and I know that she wanted so badly for me to watch her perform.

So my plans for that fateful rendezvous's day went down the drain  and on the day of the competition, I drive my way to the unknown school and reach there a little-wee-bit late but in time to watch my daughter school perform.

I could not believe the amazing sound when the band started playing. It was in perfect harmony and I was so caught up in the rhythm of the song and was totally blown away when the band played their second number, which is Mambo No 5. It was so vibrant and energetic and the little act that they did was awesome.

My initially plan was to leave right after my daughter band has finished their performance, but hell no, I was practically glue to the seat (except for visiting the toilet). Totally bewitched I was by all the little wonders that performed that morning, I have to humbly admit that I am glad that I drag my lazy bump out of bed that Saturday morning to attend this beautiful and mesmerizing event.

Thank you all you little devils for making my day.